October 3rd

Today is October the 3rd. I had a white day, which I like to call me busey days. I have Revelations, Algebra, Spanish, and Literature. I used to think I sucked at Spanish, but now I think I actualy have a clue on whats going on. My literature project is due in 8 days. Im really nervous because I haven't even started on it! plus I have to write a reflection paper on it as well. Mrs. O grades extremely hard and im not sure I can pull it off. Im going to do my best, and hope I don't fail. Right now at this moment, I have A's in all my classes, except Biology because I got a D on the test. To my credit almost everyone ealse failed too. I don't like to go easy opn myself so I choose to do the extra credit. I have finnaly memorized where all my classes are. I know I probably should have had this down already but unfortunately not. Im focusing on my grades as much as possible right now because if I don't I am haunted by the thought of not having a boyfriend. My friends tell me i am beautiful all the time trying to make me feel better. I am grateful to them for trying to make me feel wanted. I just hope someday a guy will do the same. I had been praying before Homecoming that a guy would at least ask me to dance. Even georgeous Emma got a dance with Keenan Bross. I am not sad. I actualy had the best night of my life. I cannot wait for the winter formal. Maybe by then I will have a boyfriend.

Well, this concludes my post for today. More Tomorrow! Bye!