18 October

Hi..

I can't tell if im happy or sad. I can't really fell anything right now. I'm scared to think about it because im affraid of the answer. This is my favorite time of year. The air feels crisp, and people say i'm crazy but i can taste and smell the fall breeze. I usualy go to West Virginia this time of year. I get on our 4 wheeler and take a ride either up or down the mountain. I like down best because thats where the creeks are. The colors are beautiful. Everytime I go i try to take a mental picture of what it felt like to have the wind ull the hair back from my face and be cold but full of adrenaline at the same time. I'm affraid ill forget this feeling, but i dont want to. When the time comes, I think I would choose to live there permanently. It's this place where everyone knows you first name, where you can take a 4 wheeler and just keep riding without worry of going too fast, peoples political views aren't fought over, and Hunting is part of life.